My Life Goes By My Style

it's long time not to write

becuz everytime when i back ..i'm tired aleardy

and...recent..something happened

i meet a girl..

and....i beginning want to do somethings for change my life now

like..i want to learn Japanese more faster

and want to go to Japan..more faster

but...maybe no one knows..what am i really think inside my heart

sure..it's cuz i don't wanna others know(especially Taiwaness Friends)

i don't wanna our friendship broken

and now day after day

i found somthings more stronger

no doubt....i really fall in love to someone now

but..i knows...have so many problems even before not couple

but..this time..i want to do somethings change

i don't wanna think so much like before

maybe.. maybe i thought.....somethings...

but...now...i just wanna make her happy

what the future....fuck.off